You know those moments when you know up front, you need to make some serious and substantial changes in your life? Things can't keep up the way they are and it is notoriously the time for a change. It's the time to say goodbye to what have been keeping you from doing your best and for what is no longer part of your life even though you keep arranging a space for it. It's time to welcome those things and people which make part of your newest brand life and embrace whatsover they bring with them.
I had one of these moments this morning at church when my younger brother, Hélio, was giving his testimony. It's been a long since I felt this emotional and for the first time, I felt incredibly proud of my not-young-anymore peachy. He turn out to be a very good and handsome man with an incredible heart. And those simple and few words that came out of his mouth, made me reavaluate my entire life. He said he wanted to make his family proud of him, he wanted to change for us. And even though the last years dealing with him, haven't being my favourite cup of tea, I can see now, all effort was worth it. He's ready to become the man he's meant to be. And nothing bloggers, I assure you, nothing, makes me happier than seeing my little brother as happy as he is at the moment.
And he's not the only one who need to change. I'm, as well, ready to become the woman and the example to my folks they always need me to be.
Anyway, I know I might be looking somewhat or especially lame and soulful today, but that's what come through my mind and heart now. I do have now a clear understanding of what person should I work out to become.
That's what's in my heart today, bloggers.
Foremost, I love my family and also care about you all and God for putting the right people in my life and for showing me there's always a room to improve.
And thank y'all, for taking always time to read what I have to share.
This is, by far, the most emotional post I have ever written.
with love,
Tommy
PS. A small apart: Sometimes when we love something or someone very badly, we have to learn to let them go and let them chase their own paths.
"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado