Hello bloggers and hello February! (I have just learned that I have been pronouncing February in the wrong way for a really long time...)
The one thing you should know about me regarding this week is that I am trying vigorously to become an emotionally strong person. I have always been fragile and I have always kind of accepted my fragility. Nevertheless, now I am looking forward to become not someone different but instead that someone more secure of herself. Not afraid of diving in and experiencing new and nerve-racking things.
I have always spent a handful of time trying to relive a previous situation - bit by bit - moment after moment - changing it slightly more and more as I repeat in my mind all in the hope of finding some closure for the fact that it is over.
I want to be that person who moves on with her life regardless what happened in the past. I want to be that girl who doesn't let anything nor anyone bring her down. I want to be that girl who isn't afraid of saying No or disappointing other people because that is a natural process and you can't avoid people's expectations of you being unmet. I don't want to be that teenager girl craving for attention and letting grudges guide her behaviour. I want to be and feel free and above all always choose my happiness over anything else.
I know I will never have full control of my emotions and hormones, but I also know that they happen within me so it is up to know how to react and model my behaviour according to that. So, from this moment on I have decided to prioritise my life the best I can, which means that priorities as my family and good friends will come on top along with my goals for my life. So, this is it, bloggers. My life is now completely friendship-focused and work-focused and so far, it has been so much fun.
It is a brand new day and I am ready for it.
Love always,
Tommy
PS. These are a few of my new friends. We met at a dinner party on Tuesday and afterwards we decided to go to the new building of our university (which is kind of amazing! I am in love with that building. It has everything you can imagine inside. No kidding! ) where we played some badminton! It was really fun!
We have some things scheduled for the future, as for instance, today we will be meeting up to have some hot chocolate and play some board games and tomorrow we will be going to a festival which celebrates the Chinese New Year of the Horse and later on the day, we will be meeting up again for some karaoke and dancing. It will be so much fun! Looking forward to it!
Anyway, before such, I still have to survive a full day of classes today, working tomorrow morning and having classes in the afternoon. Hope you're all as busy as I am so you don't have time to be let your emotions control you.
And yes, I look terrible in all pics. I-KNOW! -.-
And yes, I look terrible in all pics. I-KNOW! -.-
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