The Truth About Love Funny how the heart can be deceiving More than just a couple times Why do we fall in love so easy? Even when it’s not right
"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado
I have to stop being so silly and naive. The fact I care about people, doesn't mean they feel the same way about me. It's always the same, I should know this, by now, but my silliness always makes me get surprised.
I'm the silliest girl for believing, for trying hard, for not losing hope in something is already a lost case.
I'm so stupid and silly and naive and fragile and sentimental. Sometimes it really sucks being a wallflower and not finding someone who understands you.
You really hurt me this time, I'm sure you don't understand how deeply, but you did and now I'm done.
Hi people, how everyone's doing today?
Well, I've been good, I think. It feels good to be back home and get to spend christmas and all the other days bewteen it and New year's eve day with my family. I'm also thankful for seeing my friends.I apologize for not posting in a while. I've been looking after some kids so I haven't had much time to go in the computer. Last night, I made a decision and I'm struggling if it was the right thing to do, though I deeply know it probably was.
Please bloggers, pray for me, I feel so insecure.
Love always,
Christmas' day is almost done and I really hope you had a Wonderful Christmas with your folks celebrating the magic of this superb day. It's Jesus Christ day, is a family day, is a happy day. Hope you all enjoyed it.Mine was perfectly fine, as always,
So, my birthday this year wasn't a disaster. It was different, good different. And I think I'll adopt this positive attitude for next birthdays. I learnt so much today. Really. I always wanted to spend my birthday with my friends but I learnt spending with your folks, specially if your father share his birthday with you, is even more important.
And here it is, that old same feeling is here again. So many hopes and fears and desires and disappointments all mixed together in a single day a year, when all right is wrong and all good is bad. I'm already feeling it, I don't know why. I hate this day. I most certainly do and wait anxiously, eagerful all year for it.
I'm trying not to tear apart. Not this year. Not again. Off to bed. I don't want to think about this. There's so much rage in my heart and I feel so sad, why do I feel this way? dunno. Anyway, I'm gonna put myself together and sleep. I want to provide a happy birthday to my daddy, he deserves so. He turned 50 today. Such an amazing age and I'm so proud of him and us and how far we've taken our relationship into this almost past year. Today I want to celebrate this for him, for us.
So, to begin with, I'll fall asleep listening to my favourite song.
You guys have a nice day and I'll try to have one.
Love always,
Tommy
From a 15-year old teenager who wrote to as an outlet to a storm of unknown emotions she used to bear inside of her, to a 23-year old woman trying to make it in a world that continues to deny her the best things. I am Tommy G. A fighter by heart. A reader by nature and a traveller by choice. I am not very lucky when it comes to love but I am immensely blessed when it comes to family and friends. I am just a girl looking for an opportunity in this world to make a difference without being noticed. Will I make it? Follow me on my journey home.
