Saturday, December 22, 2012

This is it!

And here it is, that old same feeling is here again. So many hopes and fears and desires and disappointments all mixed together in a single day a year, when all right is wrong and all good is bad. I'm already feeling it, I don't know why. I hate this day. I most certainly do and wait anxiously, eagerful all year for it.
I'm trying not to tear apart. Not this year. Not again. Off to bed. I don't want to think about this. There's so much rage in my heart and I feel so sad, why do I feel this way? dunno. Anyway, I'm gonna put myself together and sleep. I want to provide a happy birthday to my daddy, he deserves so. He turned 50 today. Such an amazing age and I'm so proud of him and us and how far we've taken our relationship into this almost past year. Today I want to celebrate this for him, for us.
So, to begin with, I'll fall asleep listening to my favourite song.



You guys have a nice day and I'll try to have one.
Love always,
Tommy

"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado

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