Let the countdown begins: 15 days left

It's funny when someone is as important to you as you are, the words seem insufficient. I wish I could explain how I miss the times when you, me, Hortencia and Van, spent all day fooling around carefree. Not worring about anything. Focusing on our dancing career and boys and having enough money every single day to buy sweeties and lunch at the chinese restaurant close to school. And how we love wednesdays and did the same ritual every single one of them.
I know it's a while and I should move forward and accept we lost touch with each other and that beautiful friendship means nothing now, but I can't. I hate the fact that these last 4 years the four of us didn't hang out even once and Hortencia and Vanessa are mad at each other for reason I've been willing to understand but I don't. And I don't want to interfere with our currently separated lives: me in the UK, Hortencia in Brazil, Vanessa in the music industry singing as she always wanted, you studying hotel management in Estoril. Anyway, we've grown apart and it will keep on this trend but I want some years from now we can get together, chat and have that same carefree fun we used to have. When I recall all these moments and how I used to be, that shy self conscious little girl and you so similar to me and Hortencia and Van so outdoorsy and chattie.
We were a fortress, united by the sisterhood ties, back then and I wish some day we may have a little of that heaven again.


I know I've shared this video like a million times. BUT, this was one the happiest moments in my life. We repeated this 3 times for the entire school that day, this was the last one and we were so damn tired. And the last chroreography that I'm so proud of, me and sister did it together at home (The truth is the two of us and Medji did all the choreographs alone and then we taught the others) and the music 'I believe' from the movie 'Honey' in background that meant so much to us because we did really believe we could do achieve whatever we wanted. And just a thumb up for Alfredo, the guy with the red sweater. He's such a great dancer but he's 'I don't care atittude' is even better. I'm the one completely dressed in black with white snickers. My sister's the girl with the cap on and jeans. Nidia's the one with jeans and white t-shirt and Van is the one almost completely dressed in white. Regarding to the boys: Medi is the best dancer, the tall boy with blue shirt and black jacket, Edu is the other tall boy with brighter blue jeans and Alfredo as I told before's the boy with the sweater. And yes we were a sort of black 'crew' AHAHAHAH. Gawwwd, I miss this! This performance happened in 2007, a while ago, I know!

"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado