Tuesday, September 10, 2013

an unfortunate story.


I never meant to be this way. I believe you never meant to be the way you are too. Is it your fault? Is it my fault? I don't know. It wasn't by accident, for sure.
We're the result of what the world has given and taken away from us and following that same thought, I was pretty lucky. I received more than lost. You, on the other hand, you've suffered more... way too much for the kid you were, in fact. It wasn't by chance you became the way you are. They made you that way.

You know... it's funny when you look back. I was so complete. So united in my own self and then you came along as haughty as ever. You've looked me with the blind eyes you don't possess and the soft hands you wish you'd have. In that very moment I realised I was about lose everything I had, everything I was and everything I wanted. Feeling unbalanced on my own feet and closing myself to my own darkness.
Don't you ever dare saying I simply walked away. I had to. You spoiled my happiness. You spoiled my sense of purpose. What more could I have done but walk?
You don't like me this way: needy, whiner, jealous. I don't like to have you that way: far, uncommitted, unattached.
So now here I stand and there you stand.
Filling another page of the unfortunate story of humanity.

I wanna tell you
How much
I love you



"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado

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