Hey y'all! I'm good! :) ~ MK

Hey bloggers and Hey November!
Hope you're all great and having a good time this month.
I know I've been quite absent around Mk and to those of you who take your time weekly to check what I have been up, I offer my sincere apologies. I have been busy and not much inspired. On the good side, I do have a few half written posts for this month that I may conclude writing up and later turn them public.
If you are wondering, I am good. Everything is overall good. Honestly good.
University has been doing its job to keep me busy with assignments; My housemates have been doing their job to provide me fun moments and emotional support thereafter besides MK that used to be the only place I had a voice, I now have another place. Don't you worry, folks though, Mk is still my perfect spot to shout out the world! :D
I have my depressive moments every now and then. We all do, right? and we girls, gawd, it sucks being a girl. You go through all these crazy moods during the day. You're happy, then you're bored, then you're sad, then you're depressed then you're having suicidal thoughts! How does this happen??
Anyway, many times I find myself missing home, my best friends, specially Dave and Leote. Other times, I just miss being around people who know me and to whom I don't have explain why I am the way I am or why am I acting silly or in a childish way. Sometimes I just feel like doing. I'm one big child. Always been and hopefully will always been. I'm a hell of a introvert who likes soothing songs and nostalgic moments. I am weird, take it or leave it folks! As simples as that!
Summing up, I miss a lot of things that are important to me and to which access has been prevented but I am honestly okay being where I stand now because all of this has been allowing me to experience a new life; the type I have always dreamed but never quite experienced. This world of parties and clubs where people are happily young, careless and naive. I don't hate it, I must say. It is exciting!
As I wrote a few posts ago, I met someone. It sounds weird saying it but yeah I did. It's a guy from Drama Society which I attend every tuesday at university. He is quite nice and we get along well. We went on a date and I really had a good time but then he texted me something that made me think something didn't go that well for him...
Anyway, I think I may say that I like him and he said he likes me as well so it is a good sign.
Nevertheless, we have some problems communicating that are mostly likely my fault. My english is still developing itself and I don't always make myself as clear as I should. Well, that's lie. I mean it is true but not the reason why we've been having problems. Every single day I realise how much I still have to learn compared to these native folks. But I am not quite worried as I have time to polish it as much as I would like.
Anyway english, just as much as my portuguese, is at its best state when I feel relaxed and comfortable. When I rather feel anxious, nervous and intimidated, both my thoughts and words are halfway cut off (I think I started feeling this way when I realised I liked him and thereby wanted unconsciously to impress him). Anyway, we're in a really weird position. I don't know how to explain it not even for myself so, I'm just making sure I am not falling for him because I don't wanna leave this really weird and unresolved situation for no reason hurt.
I've been reading quite a lot as welI but as much as I would love to say these books are related to psychology, they are not. I will make a personal goal of reading psychology/criminology related books next year. You should start revising your goals for this year and check what is still missing :)
So this is it, bloggers. Life is good..

Love always,
Tommy