You need an exact amount of time to try to make things happen - no more, no less. Let's assume you do you're best and you put your best effort and your best skills on attempting to see the future you dream of in the time you have, but when it comes to the time when you must review your efforts and analyse your gains, you come out with a negative balance and no results, no changes. My personal opinion and experience on the matter makes me believe that if your life as regards to one specific topic that you attempted to improve remains the same, it suggests that it is meant to remain the same which means that those hopes you've had are probably not meant for this page and perhaps even not for your story.
You think to yourself: you read books and you see more films that most people can think of. And you know more tv characters than words in an encyclopedia but you still fail to understand simple logical equation. How come is this possible? It is page blindness, I call it.
Numerous times in life there is not much you can do to change events and outcomes, however, you still continuously attempt to add commas. All because deep within you have hopes that as you progress describing, you will find a way to turn it around. It is very unlikely you will. Life is full of twists but they need a reason why happen and if that reason doesn't exist, you need to give an end to that paragraph and page of yours.
You can't see but honey you've written a beautiful story. Different from anyone else's. And many times as you were writing it, you've loved it. You've loved it from the bottom of your heart but you need to allow yourself to step away, absorb a bigger portrait of your it and if necessary, move past it. Did it define a crucial point in your life? Perhaps, but the only way to truly know it is to leave in the past and see how much it will affect you in the future.
Turning that page won't erase any of the words written. It won't erase any of the memories placed down. But it will be a step towards yourself. A kind of turn that will show you options that you haven't seen before because you were blinded by so many short pauses and descriptive colons.
One page at a time, you'll make it, Tommy.
I'll stand by you.
Love always,
Tommy
PS. Meet my friends. Two of them you've seen before on previous posts and here are a couple more. I've managed to gather so many cool friends throughout this year that I can't even believe myself sometimes.We had a picnic on Tuesday afternoon at uni because it was really good weather and we felt like it. It was a great idea as it was a major success. We also played scrabble. Oh, I almost forgot to add. I had a sushi and I liked it. It sounds like a "I kissed a girl and I liked it" but it's true. I've had such before but hated it, it taste like nothing - terribly. But this time, I've had and liked it. It's quite nice and not gross at all, as I imagined it.
"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado
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