Thursday, March 15, 2012

Surviving Life's Trials

Hey ya! How are you guys doing?

I'm good. Just here in England trying to do my thing which I don't exactly know what I mean by that, but I mean it, and trying not losing hope in the future that shows itself so difficult to handle.

So, I'm having a few problems applying to the course I want in university and I'm afraid I can't get into this year :/ I'm trying to avoid thinking about this subject because it stress me out so much but I keep doing that! The problem is that I'm already a bit late and still, I won't be able to apply till the end of April. I just hope everything goes well because I've invested so much time and money in this "adventure" that I can't afford losing another year doing that.

Despite this, I've got some "good" (still discovering if it is) news. I'm finally living alone and yes, I know living alone isn't the same thing as being alone. Just me, my music and my thoughts. I really miss my auntie because she used to make laugh all the time. Now I have to find my own way to chill out about my problems. I think that's what life is about: finding your own ways to overcome obstacles, find your own ways to cope with your daily stress and if possible, find your own way to joy whatever you achieve in life.

Sometimes I feel a bit depressed and crying for no reason cause I'm paying the price of persuing my dream: leaving those I love the most. :'(

Lately, I can only find comfort and peace in the fact that my Lord, my God is a merciful and gracious God who sees past my shortcomings and makes all things new.

For now, I want to encourage you that whatever you're feeling, whatever you're it going through, you are not alone.

Here's to us, dear friend. And the trials we're facing together. Keep on.

I'm praying for you guys!!

Sincerely yours,