Well, let's see.
First, today I turned Mk into a private blog. And then, just a few hours ago, I turned it back public. Please, don't ask me why. I don't really have a reasonable explanation for it. And trying to explain something not reasonable takes time and patience I don't want to waste my time on it...So, let's just stay with that, okay?
Second, oh dear, I've discover today how stalker I am. I wish I wasn't, but hey, all the signals are there. Gosh, I hate facebook. Don't you hate facebook? Facebook improve our stalker skills. So we keep stalking everyone lives. by the way, some people make it very clear and easy, don't you agree? I have a facebook account for 4 years now which means I'm almost a psychopath! :c :c :c :c :c
Third, I'm so damn worried about the Ielts exam. The date is getting closer and I'm getting worse, which doesn't make sense at all. I'm just not feeling ready or even though, as comfortable as I should be. It's an expensive test. Oh nevermind ... Let's face it, I can't fail this time :x
Fourth, I'm starting to think I've got serious problems. Man, I'm sociable. I mean it, I don't have problems talking with people I've never seen before. And honestly, usually, most people enjoy getting to know me. I'm funny. Nevertheless, I'm weirdly bad making friends. Okay, let me explain it to you. The first time you know me, I'm sociable. The following times, I'm weird, increasingly weird. Then, if after all weirdness you've been through you still want to get to know me (which means you're an angel. I mean, I wouldn't do), I eventually will try to push you away. I do that, I really do. I don't know how, but I do. I make people feel uncomfortable. But please, don't get me wrong I don't do it on purpose. I really want to be your friend, but we shouldn't. I'll probably make you feel odd, weird, unfamiliar, you know. Why would you be my friend?... Well, if you're resillient, for some heavenly reason, and withstand the pressure, I'll be 'obligated' do my final move, which is the awkward one. Naively, I'll try in a excessively hard way, to be your friend, turning into something fake and bogus. And let's face it (once more), a true friendship can't be faked. So, summing up, you don't want to be my friend. I'll probably end up lonely, sad and isolated. But it doesn't bug me. I mean, eventually, we all end up lonely.
Well, at last, after wasting your lifetime in a non-proper way with a weird post, I want to show you my lovely chocolate cake. As you can see on the picture below, looks very yhammi (and it is! I guarantee you). Oh, I'm so proud of my cooking skills. Eventually I'll be cookin like my mom (I really don't believe that's possible. I mean, she's got a gift!).
Man, I'm getting more awkward every single day. I just can feel it. My habits, my mood, the way I walk in the street, how my mind is never clear, is always stalking mentally someone. How important is a cleared minded nowadays?
Do you have any advices for me people like me? btw, if you know someone who has a similar awkwardness level (over 9000), please let me know. I would love to know I'm not the only one.
Even though I haven't said nothing properly substancial in this post, I'm glad I've decided to turn it back public.
Thanks for 'reading' me. It's always a pleasure wasting your lifetime.
see you later foks
x
Tommy
PS. The creepiest post I've made it so far :| And don't feel like double checking it, so poor you if you found errors! :c
"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes"- Raul Solnado
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