Wednesday, May 1, 2013

I've got a right to be wrong, so just leave me alone!


Since day 1 after my holidays in Portugal that I'm having a lot of trouble sleeping and when I do, I have these crazy dreams or nightmares. Either way, most of them involve my lil brother...I think this is all due my preoccupation of my brother's condition. I wish I knew how to fix everything...But I don't. I have my own problems to solve here in England and they are not little, believe me...I can't still find a freaking job and I cannot remain for much longer where I am living at the moment...
Obviously, I don't want to preoccupy my parents or friends, but I'm starting to get worried...I just, I don't know. But guess what? I'm doing my best, giving my best in everything, I may not be excelling in everything that I proposed to do but I'm doing my best and I know that I should be asking for help of my aunties or my grandma, with whom I stopped talking, but I don't want their freaking help, this decision of doing it all by myself may be risky but I don't care. I've got a right to be wrong, so people please leave me THE HELL alone (this goes to my parents! -.- ).
On the good side, my classes for my first year are all done. Can't believe it has been an entire school year already. Just two more to go :D In the mean time, I still have to pass this year and all the 5 exams I have to do this month. Embrace yourselves, May is going to be an insane month!


Love always,
Tommy

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown




So tell me babe
Tell me how I feel
And if the feeling's real
Tell me what's the deal 



PS. I like rock, I like pop-rock and punk rock and mostly all type of rock genres and I think everyone knows that. However, my tastes in music aren't that limited, I also like some pop music, a lot of soul music and jazz and blues - I love blues. And a soul artist that I've always admired is Joss Stone. Her soulful style, barefoot performances and deep voice, everything about her is so simple and felt that one cannot simply dislike it. I don't think I have ever shared any song of her here so it goes peeps. Enjoy and Listen more to Joss Stone. She makes pretty good and dancey music, if you're into that stuff, I think you are going to like it.

"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado

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