People have called me naive my entire life and secretly I always thought they were wrong and my experience was wider than they could imagine. However no. I am naive, not because of lack of experience. Because I will always be that silly and naive girl who no matter how many times disappointed with humanity will always have faith in it. I always saw humanity with clean eyes, regardless the heavy dust thrown to my eyes. There so much sickness that doesn't involve disease. So much filth, unnecessary jealousy for their brothers and sisters. People are mean to each other for no reason...
All my life I've tried deny to myself that religious people were as faulty as the rest of world but they tried harder to be better. All my life I told that to myself with hope to be right in the end. Truth be told, even though I do know angels of God, most religious people I know are really mean. The more I know them, the less close I want to be. My faith in religion is fading away as each day passes. The best people I know are atheists or agnostics (though I don't quite think it is possible to be an agnostic an entire life and remain on the fence) and the worst I've seen of humanity are people gentically close to me and practioners of christianity. Christians have such a dirty and judgmental mind; snooping on their brothers and sisters' lives with ulterior intentions of undermining them, take their value as people away. I don't want to become that person as well. I believe in God, I have and will never question my faith but I'm not sure if I believe in religions anymore. I do think that mormonism has less of that bad aura most religions carry across the streets but it still has remains of it. I cannot understand how can people read a book as pure as the bible and go out and do bad things regardless what they have just learned and claim to believe.
All my life I've tried deny to myself that religious people were as faulty as the rest of world but they tried harder to be better. All my life I told that to myself with hope to be right in the end. Truth be told, even though I do know angels of God, most religious people I know are really mean. The more I know them, the less close I want to be. My faith in religion is fading away as each day passes. The best people I know are atheists or agnostics (though I don't quite think it is possible to be an agnostic an entire life and remain on the fence) and the worst I've seen of humanity are people gentically close to me and practioners of christianity. Christians have such a dirty and judgmental mind; snooping on their brothers and sisters' lives with ulterior intentions of undermining them, take their value as people away. I don't want to become that person as well. I believe in God, I have and will never question my faith but I'm not sure if I believe in religions anymore. I do think that mormonism has less of that bad aura most religions carry across the streets but it still has remains of it. I cannot understand how can people read a book as pure as the bible and go out and do bad things regardless what they have just learned and claim to believe.
Every blood related familiar I have are religious and they all hate each other (except from my family, we're different from them because we've always kept our distance). Brothers hating sisters...how can one conceive such? I love my siblings so much that I'm certain I'd give my life for them. But these people would de stroy an eternal bond because of an argument, because of money.It is so sad to watch this befront my eyes. It saddens me. I don't want to be close to that anymore. It sickens my soul.
Why can't we all just get along and love each other. Not for religion, not even for god. For ourselves. For the love we have felt and shared someday...
Home is where the heart is,
Love always,
Tommy
"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado
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