Most of the times, when that happens, I just turn on the tv and listen to the sound coming out from whatever is on, not really paying attention to the words, just listening to the sound of different voice than mine. It's weird, not sad, just weird. But well, I guess that'll be the way things will be for a unknowing period of my life here in england, so I better get used to it.
BTW, my voice is freaking amazing, specially when I'm singing which pretty much all the time. HAHA
Not really, I don't sing while I'm dancing. I'm always very focused on my weird runway moves. shaking that booty! lol I may the worst singer and dancer you've ever seen, like for real, but I definitely do it with a lot of passion. They are weapons and shield against loneliness.
Love always,
Tommy
PS. I was watching this video of a few acquaintances partying hard at a very known disco and overrated (In my opinion) disco in Lisbon. There's a part of me that wishes I could been like this, so carefree and young. But then there's another part which dominates me, that knows I could never be that someone who goes out at night and party hard and feels free. I did it and never felt free, at any moment. Probably because I don't drink and when you go out with people who do, you end up having to carry them back home ( that happened on my finalists' trip back in 2011).
So, I don't know. I will never drink so I guess going out to the cinemas or hanging around the beach will be my best shots to achieve this youth's carefree sensation. Anyway, 5 in the morning and I am still doing a report, research, partially writing an essay, watching 2 broke girls and blogging! I'm on fire lulz. and I'm almost falling back. I better finish this before my batteries die. Talk tomorrow/today pals! I love you all
"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado
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