Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Ok, Do you want something simple?

Everything has an end. Sometimes it is just the end of a specific time of your life, of a phase you went through. There is no easy way to understand the end. It's for best. Perhaps you need this end in order to have a better start tomorrow. It won't be easy.  Nobody said it will be easy but you will survive.

I don't know about you but I'm ending this now. I deserve more than I'm getting. This isn't fair for me. You're a wonderful person, I idolize you, you know that, don't you? That's part of the reason why this is all so hard for me. However I can no longer leave the door open. I need more of you. You cannot give me that much, I understand it now. So, now I need you to understand what I am doing here. I am moving on, from you, from us, from all we were.
I wish you the best and only the best. You'll achieve greatness in your life, I know it, but I was never part of it, at least not the way I wanted to be. You were never meant for me and I was never meant for you. You'll find someone, someday, that you will love the way I love you and you'll understand how beautiful and hard it is. It's like you can't breath just because they are around you. You're sarcastic because you're nervous. You lose all your appetite and you won't be able to stop staring them and you always hope they stare back at you the same way. But you never did...I am not your one, I never were. I can no longer accept what you've got to offer. If there was any chance, believe I'd wait for you, I'd walk a thousand miles if necessary. I know I'd do 'cause I love you more than I you will ever be able to explain but it's not worth it, we are not worth it and I cannot wait for something that may never arrive. I cannot be just your friend and this is the simplest reason I can give you now.



Love always,
Tommy

"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado

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