Crazy headache; last ten days in my homeland

 So, everybody, Happy Easter!!! Hope you're all having a good time with your families and may you all remember that Jesus Christ has faced and overcame the biggest challenge someone has ever been asked to in life. Thereby, whether you assume you believe or do not believe in Him, remember that you as well can overcome any challenge in life and that you will never be asked to suffer as much as Christ did because He did in order for you not to suffer as much. I'm thankful for all the knowledge I have about Christ and His perfect life and today I'm specially very thankful today for knowing that He is my savior and my big brother and He loves me very much and I can regret my sins because He allowed me to do.
Moving on, The countdown to come back to the UK has started. To come back to my life, problems, studies but most of all, to my future.
I think, this time I may be able to really focus in staying there instead of having my mind in Portugal, because I have my family here and a few friends I'm really close with and it has been really hard not to think about coming back since the day one, the day I arrive. Nevertheless this time, I feel like it is going to be different. My attachement to Portugal is getting weaker and weaker, my plans abroad are getting stronger and stronger. I love my family and friends who are in Portugal but it's time to create a new life, in which, I allow myself to have new friends and family in the UK, as well. They don't need me anymore, I'm no longer essential, it's my time to go and for the first time I think I am ready to do so.
I've been thinking a lot and walking a lot too this past week and I've come to the conclusion that if I just keep walking and pushing a little further, I'll make it in the UK too. Emotions at my age can be very overwhelming and creating this new Me hasn't been easy, but I am ready to make it possible now.
I decided not to private Mk anymore. I don't need that time after all. I'm okay.

Love always,
Happy Easter!!!
Tommy

PS. First thing, it's the last day of March, can't believe it. Let's hope April will get easy on us. Check my previous post. I've never done something similar. I just woke up this morning and started writing.

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