Well, I went out with a great friend of mine. She's really unique and we look so much alike in terms of personality and taste in general things, that it is just crazy to see. I truly adore her and being around her makes me feel really good about myself. There is no drama between us and we are able to talk about pretty much everything, thereby I think it is just a shame that I don't get to see her very often. Actually this is the first time I see her this year, so yeah, it kind of sucks. Anyway, I am glad did have the opportunity to see her and we did spend an enchanting afternoon catching up about our lives.
Moving on, my point here is we were chatting and she advised me to starting looking out and to find my own people in the UK. You know, people you can relate to and an environment you naturally fit in. Honestly, I heard this as challenge as I don't many friends and I see myself as a misfit. However, I do agree with her and will try to do as told because everything sounds, looks, is better when you have people to tell about it.
I really am going to miss her. Being around people like her makes me feel really good. And she's right about a lot of stuff, you know. About me being stuck in high school times and thinking way too much about the people I met throughout it. The show must go on and the show must not leave without me and at this point of my life it is a necessity to move on and the necessity has always made the survivor so if do need this strong enough, I will do it.
She also advised me to forget about some people that are dangerous for my mental health. I know she's right but I just I cannot do it. It's like asking me to leave an essential part of myself and I am not sure whether I can do it, or not. However, it's definitely about time to do it.
Love always,
Tommy
"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado
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