and she will be loved!

I never thought I'd come to a stage in my life where school would be the least of my problems. I am not doing exceptionally well but I am doing good. I definitely need to focus more, but I am doing okay, really okay! Well, the only thing I'd point it out would be my lack of friends in university but well, one cannot have everything, I believe.
What I've been struggling a bit was everything else. Friends, family and love. I've always had an unbalanced love life but friends and my family have always been my rock and now that I don't have as many and am far from the ones I love, this has been an issue too.
People always tell me I have a very low self-esteem. I think everybody has a low self-esteem, even those who are cover magazines models It's hard to feel good about yourself with so much judgement.
The title of this post is quoting a song you all probably know. It's a Maroon 5's song "she will be loved" a must known and a precious oldie. They are not my favourite band, not even close but I really like their first records. This one tells the story of a woman, a young woman, who doesn't believe in herself, in her potentials and has been hurt so much that she doesn't even ponder that there is someone who will ever love her. Love sucks, we all know it does. I've always loved the wrong people and have always had a hard time walking away. I have a thing about getting in trouble continuously and self-harming as much as I am able when it comes to love. However, I still believe that the right will appear and I will be loved.

Love always,
Tommy

"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado