I don't know about you...

I don't know about you...If you've ever felt like this...like you love someone so but so much, to the point of fearing that your heart may not be capable of holding so many mixed feelings inside.  And you know, you shouldn't. And you've tried many times to move on from it but you cannot do it because you could never stand being in anyway far away that person.
This is me tonight and well, almost every night. Not every night cause I've been trying to content myself from feeling all that much everyday. It can't just be good....
I really like this boy, you know. And I am so afraid that I like him way too much and that may scare him away. Actually I am mostly scared he does not like me back. However, do you know something, I would understand if he did not. I am not pretty or blond or blue eyed or Caucasian or  skinner or anything interesting as a person. So yeah, I would understand why not but still that would tear me apart.  If he doesn't love me back or have ever loved me, I think I'd rather know it now than losing more time and years worshiping him from far away. I'm sure anyone can relate to this at some point of their life, really.

Love always,
Tommy

PS. I wonder, do people always feel like this during their entire life or is it just an adolescence thing?

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