My life is all wrong and all I needed was a friend who'd say 'calm down, eveything will be okay'. And then hugged me, right after saying a joke to make me laugh. And then we'd sit on the couch and he'd whisper 'I'm here for you darling. You're just having a couple of bad days. Whatever you're...

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Oh God, Oh Dear. I'm really fading and I don't know what else to do besides write. It's like my head can explode at any moment. I'm afraid. I'm tired. I'm desperate. I don't know, it's just a mix of emotions in a very powerful distressful way. I'm getting crazy here. Like for real. For the first time....

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And as the blink of an eye, January's over.

As weird as it may look like, January's over. It slipped away through our fingers. It's crazy. And honestly after a month living in 2013, I can assure you all, this is SO NOT my year. I'm not feeling it, at all. The...

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Turns out, I'm a crappy friend.

Hi everyone. Hope you're all OK. It's late night and I was just wondering about stuff, you know. Random stuff. And I just come to realize that sometimes I am really a crappy friend. It's like, I'm always talking about...

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Embrace yourself, Face the world and Get some work done!

Sometimes all I want is to lock me up in a dark place with some depressing songs, sweeties and chocolates at a hand-distance, and remain like this forever. BUT truth be told, I CAN'T. I tried. I know if someday somehow...

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Many others

In life you will find two type of people: friends, people who truly care and support you no matter what, who or when and that many times, but not in all cases, includes your family ; and Others. Calling other people of...

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THANK GOD THERE'S STILL GOOD MUSIC ♥

 I would walk 500 miles OMGoodness, I was feeling so down and blue and depressed (please let me know if you find more adjectives haha) before listening to this. I mean, seriously, it turned completely my bad mood - that you happen to able to check on my previous post, about an hour before this...

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if you don't love me, please don't tell me you do.

Don't you worry, don't you worry child. See heaven's got a plan for you. Don't you worry, don't you worry now. SO, surprise, surprise, I'm a social outcast. I know I've said it a few times already But somehow, lately,...

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You see now actions speak louder than words

If you love me, say it If you trust me, do it If you want me, show it If you need me, prove it If you love me, say it If you trust me, do it If you want me, show it If you need me, prove it You see now actions speak...

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Rediscovering myself. Acknowledging my Lord's presence.

Hey, everybody! As promised here's my post about my last night's arrival to England. Once I've arrived home, I've checked all the letters that were in my letterbox and some of them were issuing me for bills that I didn't...

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Welcome back to problem-land, Tommy!

After a long trip, finally got home, here in the UK. It's freezing here and just found a few problematic letters. I'm feeling very anxious and nervous...I'll try to solve or inform better about those tomorrow morning...

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Pela língua de Camões me despeço de terras lusitanas. Até Breve!

Então, é assim, quando me dá na gana, escrevo na língua que mais me sinto virada para e hoje é o português. Hoje passei o dia a ouvir as tão ditas oldies, que tanto nos relembrar diferentes épocas das nossas vidas. Muitas...

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I mean, seriously, is there something wrong with me? I know I'm not the prettiest or smartest, but I do have qualilities. Why not me? What's wrong with me? a penny for your thoughts, Tom...

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Just me, myself and I.

We may not decided what happen to us, who enters in our lives, to whom our hearts will beat for. On the good side, we do have the power to  decide how things will affect us and what our reaction will be, starting...

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Give me love like never before, 'cause lately I've been craving more.

Sometimes all you know about yourself is that you're different. You don't know if you're part of the good type of different or the bad one, or even if such things as types in this, do exist. All you know is that you're...

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swinging from side to side

And right there, I did all the crying I needed to do. Swinging from side to side, leaving the past behind, abandoning my inner monsters, facing the forthcoming reality. Love always, Tommy PS. Oh my cold England, are...

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And I am done with my graceless heart. So tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart

I'm done believing in people. People always disappoint me. Maybe it's my fault, for putting too much faith in them. I always give all of me, to the ones I love, but only receive in return, slaps on my...

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I know you have a heavy heart. I can feel it when we kiss

A photo of the actress and superb singer Anne Hathaway on the movie 'Les Miserables''. Though I tried to keep it inside, emotions always slip away from me. My body has its way to talk, my mind...

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Saying the goodbyes.

I'm a girl full of theories living my last year as a teenager. I don't remember one theory I've made that's right. Nevertheless I can tell you one you'll never understand. Saying goodbye is always painful. People say you must not say it but why avoid something that is real. People created 'see you...

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Screaming in silence

So, what I'm about to write is silly, as usual, but I still want to write it down and hope this girl forgives me because I didn't mean it. So, there was this girl, a colleague. At the time, she has just moved from Guinea...

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The worst big fat lies are 99% true!

Hey peeps, 3 things. How you gossip fellas are doing tonight? I know this is kind of a rhetorical question but I mean it, so you're free to respond. Second, about the title... I've been musing about this all day long....

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Today I'm an early bird!

It's the second time since I arrived to Portugal that I've woken up this early. It's great, really, because in the UK, due to my obligation and uni's stuff, I'm always very early and I barely sleep the night before,...

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New Year's Resolution

Another year arrived and as so, some new goals. Last year was kind of crazy, what've got me think that I want some control and steadiness in my life for 2013. But I'm pretty sure, that's not happening, at least in...

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Bye bye 2012, Welcome 2013!

A SUPERB YEAR FOR EVERYONE! THANK YOU FOR FOLLOWING ME IN THIS 50 SHADES JOURNEY LOVE YOU ALL "Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Soln...

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