Tuesday, January 22, 2013

if you don't love me, please don't tell me you do.


Don't you worry, don't you worry child. See heaven's got a plan for you.
Don't you worry, don't you worry now.

SO, surprise, surprise, I'm a social outcast.
I know I've said it a few times already
But somehow, lately, I've been feeling worse.
It's like I'm emotionally overwhelmed
And I'm trying to find the source of this
I hate being this type of person
And I know people hate to be around me when I'm like that
Always sad, always stressed out and crying. That's not me. I don't know what's wrong with me.
I take everyhting too seriously.
I make a big deal out of the smallest things
I expect people to feel the same way I feel about them
and due to this, I get disappointed too easily.
My hopes and trust broken.
I'm managing to ruin all my best friendships
And perhaps it's for the best
I'm no good for them
They better without me
I'm just a messed up one.
I get all weepy and stupid
I'm upset and hurt and angry and I don't even know why
I do know to whom
It feels like it's the world against me
And no one has my back


"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado

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