Many others

In life you will find two type of people: friends, people who truly care and support you no matter what, who or when and that many times, but not in all cases, includes your family ; and Others.
Calling other people of 'others' may sound a little mean and rude of me but I am sure we all agree this is the paper that many people perform in our lives.
Well, so who are these others? Others are everyone else. People we see once or twice in a lifespan; People we see everyday but don't know nothing about such as neighboors, colleagues or schoolmates. Others are everything and everyone except the essential.
Bad things happen to everybody. We are all subject of this magneti force: destiny, karma or Evil or whatever people desire to call it. It has nothing to do with being good or bad, it's just the way of life goes and plays with us. Takes us off track and comfort zone and challenge us in order to understand the limits and weaknesses of our minds and bodies. And precisely, in those instances, we will understand that ohers, as much as we would like to, and keep trying to fit them in our lives, will never be more than just 'others' and friends, good friends, thunderbuddies, will always be friends, even if you try to erase them they will always come back to check if you are safe and sound.

These last couple days have been quite a days and I prefer not to talk about it. But I will say that I am trying to be okay. Not because I want so. Honestly I'd prefer to eat an ice cream in a hot tube, while am listening to some good music. BUT due to the importance of that to my friends. I am trying to be okay because that would make my friends feel better about themselves and the knowledge of that would make me feel okay.
Sometimes when your friend is going or went through something not so pleasant, you, instinctively presume you should feel the same way so that you can understand and provide a better suport. Nevertheless, when we realise it ain't possible, guilt rages all our body and I can tell you from personal experience, I believe we all came to this solution, guilt is a bitchy feeling.
So, this time I am the one going trough something and I don't want anybody to feel this way. I just want my friends to always try to find their happiness and Others not to try spoil their future and if they do, which I believe they will, I would love them to drop dead, (maybe I will provide it - well, not literally) and leave us hell alone.



Those are my thoughts for today,
Love always,
Tommy

"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado