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| A photo of the actress and superb singer Anne Hathaway on the movie 'Les Miserables''. |
Though I tried to keep it inside, emotions always slip away from me.
My body has its way to talk, my mind has its way to trouble my every second of freedom, my voice has its way to lack when I most need it and my heart has its way not to stop torturing me, though I keep asking it to stop.
Even though, I don't know what to say, I most certainly know what to write down. Words seem to reappear when I do, but they're not enough. They will never be enough and you will never know what I most deeply want to say. I don't even try to explain it to you because I don't think you'll ever understand and I would never have the guts to do it unsure of your position as I am, right now.
"You're not a child anymore. Behave as an adult that you are now" he said.
What are children, more than the physical existance of happiness. That's the reason people keep searching happiness, recalling their childhood moments, but they'll never find it that way.
Happiness you find it on the way, when you stop looking for it, desiring it. Right you'll find it. A little lotus flower. So rare with such a small life span. It will be for a minute. Sometimes even less But it will worth the fight and it will recharge you for the next battles.
Don't worry about the future, little child. It will come and it will bring many things, some of them you won't appreacite, some other you'll have to fight to get them and other you will dream of them, desire them and love them, but you'll never get them, because it was never meant to be yours.
Les Miserables. Inside of each of us there's a miserable soul. Tired of being a slave, seeking for the bread of each day that may never arrived.
Les Miserables. We all are. Doing what's right wrong is the way of denying it. Doing what right is the easy way of running away from it, just until it finds you again.
Finding a reason to your life is the release we are all seeking for. May some day, I'll find it and finally meet freedom.
Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head
And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us
I love him
But only on my own
PS. Uhmm, just wanted to highlight the amazing movie Les Miserables is. I could describe it to you guys, but I think you would never understand its greatness if I do so. Instead I want to highlight as well, Anne Hathaway's broad talent and unconventional beauty. She is truly insipring and I'm glad to keep seeing her on the big screens, everytime I can. A thumbs for Samantha Burks for singing beautifullly this outstanding song and for all the rest of the cast too, that were just brilliant playing their papers. At last, I tend to finish all posts with the following quote in portuguese ""Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado" which translated to english means "Allow me the favor of being happy". I decided to erase it, once for all, because I don't believe in it anymore and I don't this blog to represent something I'm not. If only being happy was just like that.
Love always,
Tommy
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