Embrace yourself, Face the world and Get some work done!

Sometimes all I want is to lock me up in a dark place with some depressing songs, sweeties and chocolates at a hand-distance, and remain like this forever. BUT truth be told, I CAN'T. I tried.
I know if someday somehow if I do intend to move on with my life, I will have to go out there and show myself to a world that has already hurt me very badly. And I know I will get hurt again, and I will cry again in more different ways my mind can imagine. Nevertheless, this must not stop me from keep trying to stand up everytime the world puts me down. Because I know everytime I stood up in the past, was a battle that I won.
I think a lot about what happened. Perhaps I shouldn't but I do. I can't stop.
Prior to it, I was such in a happy place, on the steering wheel of my life, following my best friend's advice to keep trying to be happy , and then all this happen and all my glory and boldness fell apart. And I fell apart too. And though I really want to contend this urge to cry everytime I recall that moment when I saw the evil face, I can't stop myself from doing it. It's not about the pain, it's about the act, the evil, their faces, no mercy toward a fragile innocent person, no care for the other. It was pure evil, you know. And it really breaks my heart to think that people from my generation, that could be my friends, supposedly with an evolutionary mind, were capable of doing what they did to me. Just because. Just because. God, almighty, in what world, just because is a reason to hurt another? Is there a reason to hurt another? Please tell me if there is.I discovered in the worst way that assuming everyone's good forthcoming is stupid and silly and puts you vulnerable and an easy target for perversed minds. There are bad people out there, bloggers. Mean people. Racist people. Insane people. Heartless people. Wicked people. All kind of bad, evil people out there. We must watch out for our sake and protect the ones we love. It's a war. No one's safe. But you must not let this stop you from doing your life. Embrace yourself, Protect the ones you love, Face the world and Get some work done.

A special kiss and hugs to my sister and to my best friend who have been my support - I love you guys, even far from you guys I can feel your love and it's comforting. You guys rock my world <3 p="">Love always.
Tommy

"Façam o Favor de Ser Felizes" - Raul Solnado