Oh God, Oh Dear. I'm really fading and I don't know what else to do besides write. It's like my head can explode at any moment. I'm afraid. I'm tired. I'm desperate. I don't know, it's just a mix of emotions in a very powerful distressful way.
I'm getting crazy here. Like for real. For the first time. Oh, dear.

It's like the world is about to crumble over my head and I don't know who to trust. People keep letting me down. I keep letting people down. I can't manage to do anything right and I do not know why. I am serious, what's wrong with me?

Tomazia